One Of My Favorite Songs “Prayer” by Disturbed

Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I’ve taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you’re beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way I pray

[Chorus:]
Living just isn’t hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life’s not hard enough
Take everything away

Another nightmare about to come true
Will manifest tomorrow
Another love that I’ve taken from you
Lost in time, on the edge of suffering
Another taste of the evil I breed
Will level you completely
Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way i pray

[Chorus]

Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, cast aside
Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one
Turn to me, return to me, return to me, you’ve made me turn away

[Chorus Variant:]
Living just isn’t hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life’s not hard enough,
They take everything from you

[Chorus]

A life of darkness

A life once filled with light,

a life once filled with happiness,

suddenly filled with darkness and dispair,

a heart once filled with love,

a heart once filled with light,

now filled with darkness and pain,

no hope in life,

no hope in things that are treasured the most,

no hope left in anything but true darkness and dispair,

a life of darkness.

Sometimes it’s better to be left alone…….

It’s amazing at how many people still think I haven’t come to grips with my uncle’s dying and how I haven’t moved on yet. But what many fail to realize is this. I know my uncle is gone and never coming back, I also accept the fact that I haven’t moved on yet, but how can anyone truly move on when things around them are a constant reminder of their loved one. I think about my uncle every single day. Samantha is my life now , she was the last thing my uncle ever gave to me as a gift. So yes I’m attached to her more then ever now. I just wish some people would get over the fact I am the way I am for a reason nothing more, nothing less. I am told I hate people, I am also told to move on, and forget it. But how can you forget the one person in this world that loved you for you and nothing more.

Hello world!

This is just my personal blog for me to post either short stories, poems, or whatever comes to my mind along with thoughts on Chaos and how it effects everyone’s life

About me

I am a 29 year old female from Pennsylvania, I am happily married to my best friend and soul-mate. We are raising a dog together and she is our child. We frequent chat rooms on a regular basis. I have been married since June 27,2007 and I couldn’t express my love to this man enough. We are also apart of the dark world and live our lives in the goth/vamp lifestyle. There isn’t much here that needs to be said about who or what we are.